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goodbye_surgeon

2004-06-10T20:21:04Z

NEW EL-JAY

add me back, whores.

retainers should be burned

2004-06-08T21:26:17Z

fuck this. i got my braces off after maybe 3 years, i don't even rememeber, and then they slap they shitty retainers on my mouth. i mean they literally just slammed them into my mouth. It's not even that i have bad teeth, it's just my orthodontist is practically comatose. I sound so retarded right now, i have a lisp. I can''t even WHISTLE.
oh, but it was sort of funny, because he had to go to the bathroom or something, and he called to the nurse or dental assistant "Nurse, call my wife. She needs to break out the alka seltzer" I would have died laughing except the nurses hand was in my mouth.

angst

2004-06-06T20:33:25Z

the next weeks of school are just non stop testing and shit. it's not such a big deal, school is over for me. i've just stopped working. well, no that's not completely true. I'm studying for math right now, and it sucks. i'm horrible at studying, I look through my notes once or twice and think "ok, i get it" and then when i sit down and take the test it's like "shit i really sould have studied more".

there's an Addams Family marathon on TVland so maybe i'll just go watch that.

mall adventures

2004-05-31T21:31:31Z

the mall was fun, and that's weird. we were walking, and all the sudden i see this creepy kid in a tracksuit and he's following us. so i'm freaked out, because i automatically think it's jeffrey dahmer or someone like that. of course, we start running, and then the kid taps us on the shoulder, and it's EDDIE. of course we assume that he's not wearing anything under that tracksuit, and flee. then some kid i don't know yelled "sup isabel"

it was great.

p.s. we= yr mom and me

=(

2004-05-30T17:38:48Z

i'm not even really that sad. i think it's just that my puppy is chewing on my foot. go figure.

another dumb entry

2004-05-29T01:58:07Z

this is going to be a boring ass weekend for sure. some kids asked me to come to this memorial day parade, as if i'm really interested. it's been really crazy lately. yesterday i skipped school (ohh what a rebel) and went to six flags. it was awesome. no joke, the teacup ride changed my life.

oh and i forgot, i have a puppy now. she's maybe 2 lbs, and looks like a little rat. it's awesome.

in the city

2004-05-23T15:48:03Z

stupid posts

2004-05-22T01:25:26Z

lately i've been struck many times by the realization that i have to run away, maybe join the circus. I could be like that guy, what was his name? the elephant man, who got to travel around and meet the queen and etc, etc, only without the disease.
Shrek 2 was awesome. it was especially great because we were maybe the oldest people in the theater, aside from the parents. the only reason it was even a little lame was that kyra brought her new "bf" so the whole thing felt so junior high.
next year a whole bunch of great foreign kids with great imaginations and better sense of style better fall out of the sky and coincidetally land in my school. maybe then i'll have friends who don't "hook up" with their "sezzy" "bf"

new obsession

2004-05-20T18:53:49Z

man, this is gonna be the end of me...for real. it's so much fun. and i don't even like anime! actually, i hate it!

skippy the skunk

2004-05-19T23:08:18Z

ok, so it was actually skippy. spanky/skanky is much better though. they can be skippy's promiscuous cousins.

on saturday i have to go here. as if having curly hair was punishment enough. Rebecca might come with me, but only because I feel weird walking around alone in Soho. she's really going to be there for moral support, in case they give me the marge simpson do.

I got the elephant DVD, but i have yet to get a DVD player. it's cool though, i watched it at alice's, it was great. and if I need to watch it again, i'll use my dad's laptop.

i feel so gangsta today it's not even funny.

i am a stupid girl with stupid problems

2004-05-14T22:28:43Z

agh worst week EVER. i had the concert yesterday, and that's when it finally hit me: i need to find better friends. I know i sound like a real bitch and i should just forget it and end this stupid post, but i can't. it's word vomit or something. ANyway, Julia's cousin matt was there, and he's nice, but they had to go all out and flock around him and giggle and make milkshake jokes and it was AW-ful. they don't know me at all.

so changing the subject, i found this old book i used to love, spanky the skunk, or maybe it's skanky the skunk. i'll post pictures sometime within the next 3 months.

hello_surgeon @ 2004-05-09T12:33:00

2004-05-09T16:42:16Z

The other day at the movies, the weirdest, most akward thing ever happened. I saw my old "friends" while hanging out with my new ones. Listen to me, I saound like I'm talking about a product rather than people! anyway, I saw Roya, Jessica and Tara. Man, I hated them. It was great though because I also saw a whole bunch of other people so I probably made them jealous. Thank god we go to different schools. I couldn't handle it if we all went to Wagner. I'd lose it. There was this play till you win machine, you know the ones with the claws or whatever? I must have play 50 times, and finally the machine stopped running. Rebecca did it once and got 2. yeah, well she only got a crappy mini mug. We also saw Erica dn Jeremy and a bunch of other people, it was cool. I had already seen mean girls, but they wanted to see it and I didn't mind. I wasn't really that interested in seeing New York Minute, since the olsen twins are just a science experiment.

yeah, well I don't ever want to go back to school. I do this every sunday. Maybe tommorow I'll do it too. I can't help whining, sry. It's over soon though. I think I've managed to convince my parents for that IPOD, since school is ending and i'm being shipped off to camp. I heard that they're making a video Ipod. hott.

I hate mothers day, maybe because I don't have kids.

i need to relocate

2004-05-06T00:07:26Z

for some reason now everytime i see my friends i hate them more and more. wtf is going on? i see them coming and this little voice in my brain yells "EWWWWWWWWWWW" it's weird. i'm thinking maybe i ought to go to a bigger school maybe and i can get lost and etc etc.

you see, i'm not a very social person. I have this mortal fear of malls and crowded places where there are lots of people. That's reason number 1 to hate school.

i never thought i'd be saying this, but i'm not too keen about summer this year. i have to go to camp, and other than that i won't be doing much. I hope there's another family reunion. this time i won't hide.

the other day i made a bet with sarah that if i didn't get accepted to this special summer program, i'd pierce my eyebrow. well, today i found out that i'm getting my eyebrow pierced! neat.

on saturday i'm hanging out with my old school buddies, jill, joe and jenna. their names all start with J. you knew that though. i haven't seen them in a while and it'll be akward and uncomfortable, but i'm sort of used to that by now.

my name is denver max

2004-05-03T21:48:54Z

i did this today when i was supposed to be caring.

haha. you know you love it.

i'm getting really tired of all this crap. my friends are being really fucking annoying, and i don't want to deal with it. no, wait, forget it, this is stupid and boring and even I don't care.

no lj-cut live with it

2004-05-02T23:50:34Z

so now for a real update. this was a shitty weekend. It was pretty weird. Today my mom went to draw blood and something went wrong and she had to go to the hospital. I wasn't there though, cause i was at the movies with regina and a few other peope I didn't even know. We saw mean girls. It was good, i liked it. I'm really tired now.

for some reason, i fell really depressed again. it's just like last year, I'm getting really upset for no reason and feeling so sorry for myself. My friends are getting on my nerves. they never used to. Now every little thing about them annoys me. Like, the way they always talk about Orlando Bloom. it pisses me off so much. And the way they never tell me about a party until that day, and then when i already have plans they get really angry. Beckya dn Laura called me from the meadowfair thing today and they were like "Omg Isabel where are you, didn't you sign up to help?" and i told them i didn't feel like going so they said "Oh ok. well, we're having fun FACEPAINTING!!!bye!!!" i hate this drama crap.

oww my jaw is throbbing now.

komix for kids

2004-05-01T22:39:23Z

i knw you can't see what they're saying, but that's not whats important. not for now anyway.

i really think i want to make this comic thing into a million dollar industry. the pictures are really crappy, but it's cute in a way. and even if the content is pointless, the title is awesome. it's called NECKFACE.

i think i'll go rent a movie and chat it up with my homedawgs.

whine whine whine

2004-05-01T02:26:50Z

i am a really bad person. and i'm not just saying that. i was being a real bitch to my mom (but in my defense, she's been a bitch since forever) and then there was this whole yelling part and then my mo told my dad. of course he had to come and give me one of those crap lectures about respecting parents and shit. then comes the bad part. After all this whining about how i should be nice, he tells me how my moms been through a tough time because yesterday was the anniversary of HIS death. at first i thought he meant jesus or something, but then i remembered. he was talking about my brother. i should have fucking remembered. man am i dumb or wut? It's not even like i'm that upset, that's how mean i am. I should be caring and crying and feeling really sad, and I am, but not because he's dead.

Ok i need to lighten this post up, seriously.

hello_surgeon @ 2004-04-27T19:32:00

2004-04-27T23:44:59Z

I wish I had a much more exciting life. I never do really fun things, and when i do, i feel like shit afterwards. for instance, Matts super dooper mini keg party. I felt great when I got then and by the time I left I wanted to vomit.(and not because I had anything to drink) I'm so lazy, I hate going or or leaving my room and having fun, i just want to sleep or be a log.

I started thinking about katie the other day, and then I gave Regina a call. REgina said that Katie had given some guys head, and then some other kid took PICTURES of it. and then brought it to school. A teacher found it, her mom saw it, so now katie is in a mental hospital. It was really weird. Ktie was 12 or something. i thought i would brighten up your day with that.

anyway, i think i will go practice for my french oral exam (using muzzy of course) because i need to pass that test.

hello_surgeon @ 2004-04-27T17:50:00

2004-04-27T21:50:53Z

today was whack. not the fun kind either. on the bright side, i'm gonna paint my rom the day school lets out, which is sort of far away, but i have a bunch of ideas. my friend emma used to write stuff all over her walls and i would go over just to write stuff and some guys used to draw porn on the walls. I want/need a wall like that.

i'm bored so...

2004-04-26T19:59:21Z

quick tell me some things i should put on my wishlist because I need to spend some $$$.

opinions plz

2004-04-25T20:16:16Z

i did some work on my journal type thing

movie stars and their smoking

love is over rated

Salut. Comment ca va?

Pilgrims are hottt

see the chandelier?

we see everything in black and white

little wanderer

fashion is for fashion people

should iput it here?
is it good enough?

today was the trip i forgot about...

2004-04-23T00:32:55Z

yes, well i had a crappy trip to day and coincidentally my camera was with me, so you know, i took the opportunity.

hey look, the funeral home. parking in rear.

i was glad i saw this because i knew that if the bus tooples over, we'd all be ok.

after we got off the bus, i wanted to put my empty soda can under that sign, but i didn't have the nerve.

sry, i have a foot fetish.

it was a really pathertic day. we had to see some weird modern dance show which was only enhanced by the people in spandex. it took 2 hours to get to the damn place, and the busdriver was stupid and we got lost. then again i didn't have to to any work, and it was the first schhol trip i've had in about 2 years.

i want to get some spraypaint so i can put some really blingin grafitti on my walls. because grafitti is awesome. just ask these guys

black and white

2004-04-20T00:57:34Z

when i mentioned that book "Flowers in the attic" to Danielle she got really excited and said really loudly "Yeah! THE BOOK WHERE THE GIRL HAS SEX WITH HER BROTHER" way to go danielle. good job. i'm only reading it because they were talking about it on "I love the 80s" and i found it in my house.

i think i should go put my really crappy leather jacket on so i can feel like the governator.

hello_surgeon @ 2004-04-19T17:27:00

2004-04-19T21:28:24Z

i'm off to do some yardwork. can you say indentured servant?

eww look

2004-04-18T23:54:33Z

i really hate the way i look right now. but hey! i like that shirt . it was my sister when she was like 11, but she was a whale so it fits me now. plus i get to tease her.

i can't wait until summer. i wanted to go to ireland or england again, but no dice. i must be shipped off to a work camp and then it's time for a family trip!!!oneone!! the only good thing that can come out of this summer is that nacho will pierce my tounge, and i will be happy. well, if i get an ipod that'd be cool too...

apparently 'm in courtneys sisters band now. this sucks. i dont even know her sister. all I said was "oh, i play guitar" and suddenly i'm in the band. they're playing evanesence. eww.